Sacrifice?

The word for me this week is sacrifice.

What is it? what does it mean? I heard a quote today "love has sacrifice,  but there is nothing more worth it" in my nature i automatically feel like i never did enough, if i did at all. But its not fair to always be the only one at fault. Which in rebuttle i know he'd say "yep all me always me" it isnt all anyone, we both made our choices. I am sorry for mine.

Love, bg

My own way

When everything went well, i did it my own way. I left behind all my promises and all my new ideals and got back into the same place again. Will this be the last time, is this really what God wants for me. He isnt off his throne but i cannot ask him to fix this mess i made. Yet again.