Dear Lobster,
we talked today. This weird thing happened. I didn't get annoyed, angery, frustrated or anything. i could have, and i know exactly how i would have felt about it before, but i absolutely felt nothing but greatful and listened to what you said. gotta start somewhere. i've been praying that God will change my mind about you. think good thoughts, feel good feelings kind of thing. I'm trying. i can't lie and say my flesh is completely gone. if i let my mind wonder i think about who your with or the hurtful words you've said. takes me a minute or two but i can normally switch my thinking away. working on it. working on me.
i have faith in you
i am proud of you
i love you always. BG ♥
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