Slightly mad.

In your email today you told me I needed to "get my Shit together" well my love, here is my responce to that.

Dear lobster,
Yes, infact I do need to get my Shit together. I have become this awful person I don't even like, I have done awful things I didnt even want to do. I have felt blind anger for things out of our control. But let me pose this to you.

When you were in the hospital up north, your uncle made me come see you, he told me that we don't always have a reason for what we go through and we sometimes have to go it alone. But you needed me and we made a commitment to be husband and wife and parents. For better or worse.

I understand what your feeling right now. It is so nice to have someone look, feel, say things about you that you don't feel about yourself or don't get from your spouse. (That was my fail) and you think, I'm done with my marriage and I'm liking this affection/attention. But truth is, you my love need to take your own advice. You made the commitment to be a husband and father. So get your Shit together. I will be waiting, with nothing but love and forgiveness. Because I made the commitment to be your WIFE.

I have faith in you.
I am proud of you.

I will love you always. BG <3