Rough day! I can't stop thinking about you, it is like torture. You tell me your done, you hate me, you want nothing to do with me. But I'm still wondering where you are. Maybe I am in denile and I'm praying mindlessly. I just can't believe you go from loving me, to not in a week. Was there more to it? was telling me you'd never let anything or anyone come betwen us an act? Good show. But you didn't have to lie. You could have just told me your struggling, your hurting or you need change because your on your last dime. Telling me you love me and the kids, nothing between us is a far cry from on your last stand. Maybe that's why I'm confused.
There is this big part of me that wants to know when you wake up and realize this is your family going through this. You made a commitment of responcibility to be a husband and a dad. Get past the bullshit and man up.
I want to work it out. Be a better wife and partner. I just wish I could know if it will ever happen.
I will always love you. BG <3
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