Dear lobster,
I have learned that forgiveness must come with repentence. You may not want to forgive me right now, but I whole heartedly repent of everything I did wrong. What I turned into no matter the influence or cause was not justified.
Sometimes it is like the world gets so loud I can't hear even my own heart of hearts. I thought I wanted things because I thought I had to want them. I couldn't see past what it looks like to what is real. But I see that either you forgive me or dont. Whichever your choice, I have repented and will deal with this daily to make sure I never fall back into the person I was acting like.
I have (and will continue) to stop any toxic thoughts and words. I have complete understand of what you are feeling. I can't hold it against you. That doesn't mean to say I am excited of the trials and tribulations we are going through, I just know, love is a lot bigger and a lot heavier then what we want to feel. It can be there again.
ill tell you, this very troubled night / that we will set things right. -Jack and Sally.
love you always. BG <3
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