one of many devos

Here is a daily devotional that i am choosing to post about here.

http://divorcecovenant.wordpress.com/2012/09/14/divorce-done-differently-think-on-these-things/

"Now sit down and write out at least ten good things that happened when you were married to your ex-spouse. Write about the day you met them. The day you got engaged. Your wedding day. That vacation you’ll never forget. The day you found out you were going to be parents. If it’s hard to come up with anything to write then ask God to help you remove the bitterness in your heart and bring the truth to your mind.

How hard or easy was it to write those things?

How do you feel now?

Save the list of good things in your bible for a remembrance of things that are true and read them regularly!" -Lee Lumly.



My Answers-

Ten good things that happened in our marriage.
1.) We would go for walks and later when you tought me how to breathe while running.
2.) After i said "yes" you were so excited you told strangers walking past us
3.) You were so thoughtful on our wedding day. bringing me flowers. that day was perfection.
4.) We connected in many different ways. shared love for music, tv shows, activities.
5.) The midnight coffee ice scream and apples. pickles with every meal.
6.) When you were so curious and excited about me being pregnant.
7.) The first time you held our boy and girl.
8.) The way we were just comfortable being in the same room doing our own thing.
9.) When you wanted to take care of me. (i.e. shave my legs when i was pregnant)
10.) When i take the time to think of all the inside things we have only for eachother.

It was kind of hard. hard to think about the good things, i know they are there but to think on them makes me choke up alittle.

my heartaches a little. and i wish i could just talk to him.

Love you always. BG ♥